Thoughts to Share

[Ailyn]

So, I know many have seen how Ailyn has been since I returned for my 3 months away. This is partially roleplay I have done, but I also felt like it was time to share the reasoning behind it and my time away.

Back in March I lost a good friend of mine. I haven't shared it with anyone within my life of this game either. I spent those months more or less away from people, both online and off. When I came back, I was still feeling depressed. This resulted in a slight change to Ailyn's personality too. This also lead to rp changes. I myself have still felt depressed, and at times felt like giving up on FK again. But for now, I am still here, as I consider this my home away from real life. I am still working on getting over the lose of a great person in my life, and that is always a long process. Anyways, thank you for listening, and see you in game.

[Zethanon]

I'm sorry for your loss. Losing people close to you is hard. I lost a friend last year and it hit me pretty hard, too. I play this game to occupy my time but when it becomes an OOC emotional rollercoaster I try to step away and regroup for a bit. Currently my best friends baby (one I visited within the month of her birth) has Biliary Atresia, and needs a new liver and while cadaver is preferred (more selective process) being on a transplant list always seems pretty disheartening. It's a bit hard when she's a thousand miles away. Positive thoughts keep me through the days while we wait. Hoping the best for you as time goes and sending positive thoughts your way.